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February 24th, 2008

Today marks the 1st anniversary of my blogging…never would have thought that I could cross the anniversary mark cos when I was a teen, I was never a gal who could persevere in writing a diary…could be that my handwriting sucks plus I was too lazy then to log down my thoughts…using a computer makes the editing easier, saving the hassle and mess of using liquid paper…

Just happen to have the time to explore more on Blogger today, hence it gives me the thought that prehaps its time for a change…so as an ‘anniversary gift’… I have decided to give my Blog a New Home and call it:

Fonster’s Intuition

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The Long Goodbye - Ronan Keating / The Ghost of You - Michael Learns To Rock

February 6th, 2008

The Long Goodbye - Ronan Keating

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don’t come back again
Then it’s meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain’t pulling me through
Cos I’m still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it’s just you and me going through the mill
(climbin’ up a hill)

[Chorus]

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can’t make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You’re gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it’s over, let’s face it
All that’s happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?
(on a wing and prayer)

[Chorus]

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can’t make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You’re gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it’s over, Let’s face it
All that’s happening here is the long goodbye

[Chorus x2]

The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye

Someone please tell me why

Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I’m never coming back again

The Ghost of You - Michael Learns To Rock

Summer’s ended and without a trace
time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I walked on through
with my heart in one

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

How I tried to get you off my mind
but you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
like the fool I am

Baby why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

I’ve been trying to release you
to get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
even if I know I should back away
It’s just a part of me that I can’t erase

Baby why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I’m still reminded
(the ghost of you)
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
(the ghost of you)
I’ve given up I just can’t fight it
(the ghost of you)

Every time I look away I see
the ghost of you

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Quote by - Unknown -

February 4th, 2008

Came across this quote while surfing the internet on Saturday afternoon..sort of mirroring what I have writtened in my blog last year on 24 Feb 07…

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same." -Unknown -

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Atonement

January 30th, 2008

Captivated by the trailers of ‘Atonement’ when I was watching ‘The Golden Compass’ in Perth…wanted to catch it during my Xmas holidays in Perth but somehow I didn’t…not due to time constraint but due to the lack of ‘courage’…yes…I’m afraid…as at that point in time I already had the gut feel that I would leave the cinema feeling depress…true enough…this was exactly how I feel as I was leaving Cathay Cineplex this evening….

‘Truth’ could become such a Nightmare & Tragic when it was out of imagination or out of what you want to believe or perceive….

If 2 persons are joined together by fate…why do they have to be separated? why do they have to be torn apart by betrayal? If they are not meant to be an item…why even allow that spark of passion to happen?

Cecilia Tallis: … We just move in different circles, that’s all…

Cecilia Tallis: I love you. I’ll wait for you. Come back. Come back to me.

Robbie Turner: [voiceover] Dearest Cecilia, the story can resume. The one I had been planning on that evening walk. I can become again the man who once crossed the surrey park at dusk, in my best suit, swaggering on the promise of life. The man who, with the clarity of passion, made love to you in the library. The story can resume. I will return. Find you, love you, marry you and live without shame.

Briony Tallis: So, my sister and Robbie were never able to have the time together they both so longed for… and deserved. Which ever since I’ve… ever since I’ve always felt I prevented. But what sense of hope or satisfaction could a reader derive from an ending like that? So in the book, I wanted to give Robbie and Cecilia what they lost out on in life. I’d like to think this isn’t weakness or… evasion… but a final act of kindness. I gave them their happiness.

As I was strolling home earlier in the night…there was a sudden overwhelmed of flashbacks from 30 Jan 07 & 30 Dec 07…again it was 30 Jan 08 when I created this blog entry after watching ‘Atonement’…I have started 2008 convincing myself that it will be a better year…and for this very moment I am hoping what I believe is indeed what it is going to be…. let whatever bygones be bygones…I want that cottage at the beach by the sea with the sun-setting background to be a reality…not a myth, fantasy or history…

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A Dedication to You

January 17th, 2008

The lyrics of this song reflects my current perspective in life…To a certain extent I am dedicating this to YOU…may it give you the Courage to move on…Be it whether you have the ‘Answer’ or not…Cos remember in Life most of us Don’t…

走过的路 - 蔡健雅

曾拥有过的这一切
都可能在一瞬间全都消失
曾最让我感动的事
都可能经过时间而被遗忘
也许我过得不够认真

曾经我相信只有他
是我在这世界上最爱的人
但相信不代表永恒
人总会有喜新厌旧的时刻
也许我不懂想要的爱
也许因为不懂才一再的受伤害

直到现在走过的路
有些心酸辛苦但至少有些小幸福
爱过恨过走过的路很多感触
或许在一个人散步时心中还会回顾
只希望自己能走出片天空
勇敢的走到未来

曾经被辜负过的心
是可以重新来过找回勇气
生命中的成功失败
也许总有一天我才会明白
谁会告诉我什么是对
懂还是不懂只要不要被打败

直到现在走过的路
有些心酸辛苦但至少有些小幸福
爱过恨过走过的路很多感触
或许在一个人散步时心中还会回顾
只希望自己能走出片天空
勇敢的走到未来

遗憾别过度分析会上瘾
期待别捆绑自己会失望
简单地来说我想要的并不多
不需要完美只要能与众不同

直到现在走过的路
有些心酸辛苦但至少有些小幸福
爱过恨过走过的路太多感触
常在你最失落的时候让人想不开
想逃想躲但知道应该
勇敢地走到未来
勇敢地走到未来

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蔡健雅 - 路口 / 深信不疑

January 7th, 2008

路口

就当作这是一年的光阴蹉跎

我不再温习每次深情的交错

我们不过是各自转动的星球

拥抱著永恒的空洞

就当作你的离去起不了作用

我的心还完整的像一个黑洞

深深地把你吸附在无边宇宙

一抬起头就能够看见你

依然为我闪烁

走不出的路口

一个人一瞬间淹没在人群中

寂寞的路口

一个人一转眼走进了回忆漩涡

在争吵的时候也能从你

最轻柔的手进入梦中